May I take a moment to vent?

I had a pretty uneventful day till I got out of work. After that I felt like my night was going to be a complete bitch session. I called a friend of mine to see how she was and to see if she wanted to go shopping (yup caught the shopping bug today). She then proceded to tell me that she ran into cheer dad at the mall the other day, He was with some small blonde lady (could be his sister) but anyways when he seen her he bolted.....Not like him at all, so I am thinking this small blonde woman was NOT his sister. This however is not something that shocked me, but inside it did hurt just alittle bit. NOT because he was with someone but because I feel as though that might be the reason that he has not contacted me. I just felt like our friendship really did not mean shit to him, if the fact that he is sticking someone else is going to ruin our friendship. I think that is messed up. But whatever. Such is life, I will ignore trying to work on our friendship and move on with my life.

Tonight I went shopping, something I often do when I am irritated. I went with my friend whom I have known for 23 years and my cousin, We laughed so hard I thought I was going to pee my pants. But we hit a really good sale at Penney's. I went there because I heard they had underwear for 49 cents. That is a good deal at JC Penneys. So I found alot of clearance stuff, I spent a whopping 27 dollars and do you know what my savings added up to???? you will never guess. 96 Dollars, I almost had to be picked up from the floor.

Although in the dressing room I saw someone that I never thought I would see again, a big fat me. I did so well losing alot of weight before and now I am right back where I started. So tomorrow I am going back on a diet, and exercising. I need to get my figure back before I go to florida in 2 months. Do you think I could lose 30 pounds if I try real hard? I doubt it but I am going to try my hardest, even 20 would be great. Anyways please keep your fingers crossed for me.

Things with Jeff (the ex) are going very well. He is on his way over here now. Although he made a comment about me being in training, for what I am not exactly sure but I will find out. When he said this I said you make me sound like a dog, so he said "well when you are trained you will lay down and roll over." So my comment to him was " When you are completely trained you will sit down and shut up" That made him stop the conversation right then and there. I think I got my point across...... Will write again soon.....