What could it be?

When I called Hunny tonight he said that he got me a present, I have tried to guess but he is not giving in. I know it is something I cannot wear, it is not blue, it is not disney, he drove 45 minutes to find it, it is not breakable and it is something he knows I will like. He did ask me if he could meet me at lunch tomorrow and give it to me. I told him no.....lol. I dont want to be around a bunch of people, I want it to be speacil. I can't even imagine what it is. I was hoping jewlry but I guess not. Who knows he could be lying to me.

Today makes a year that he left me the first time. In the shower this morning I got alittle upset but it passed. I cannot dwell on the past and I am not going to let it ruin my day. I know we both made mistakes and we have learned from them. Although he told me this weekend that we will further our relationship in 2008. I am not waiting another 2 years to further our relationship. I am not asking for marriage but I am looking for a commitment more than the one he gave me the first time. If he cannot suck it up and figure this out than I am not going to hang around for somedays anymore. I want more than that. And he is the one I want to be with. He says that I am the one that he wants to be with too. But I want him to work towards a life together. Who knows I am not going to worry about it tonight. I just cant wait to find out what he got me tomorrow.