morning cannot come quick enough

I leave in the morning to go to Philly. I am excited and nervous at the same time. But Jimp is good to me and he will do whatever I need him to do to make me feel at home. I am not going to write alot, I still have so much to do. But on the job front, I hate it. So when I come home I am going to start sending out resumes again. I will write when I get back about my trip. With Me and Jimp hanging out down there Philly will never be the same again.

The weather sucks!!!

Today has been a very odd day. First off I am sick, well allergies are bothering me. I had to go to cheering with my daughter first thing this morning. I ended up coming home and sleeping most of the day away.

When I finally woke up it was all sticky and muggy. I hate when it is like that. Then it started to rain. Oh how I hate the rain, it brings me down. Now I have no energy what so ever.

On another note the whole "boyfriend" thing is starting to get to me. I have not seen him since last sunday morning. He ended up going on a guys weekend(they do this every year). He says he will call when he gets home. I have yet to hear from him. I am under the impression that he doesnt know how to be in a relationship, but at the same time I am not chasing anyone. If he wants me in his life he needs to make some sort of effort. I am thinking maybe a friendship was what she should have left it at. Then again I really like being with him. Anyways it is driving me crazy.


I start my new job tomorrow. I am alittle nervous, but I will manage.