Well it is getting better.

Well I guess his sister is going to bring my movie over sometime this week. I talked to her and she is very supportive of the things I had to say about her brother. She thinks I am right and says she is sorry that it didnt work out. I myself cannot say that i am sorry, it sucks but life will go on. Like I said before it was his loss not mine.
I bought a gazelle yesterday and cut open my finger trying to get it in the carriage. Now my finger is infected and hurts soooo much. But the work out was good. I am going to have lunch and then do another 20 minutes on it. I am determined to lose 30 pounds and show him what he really lost. Weight doesnt matter, I am beautiful anyways but I know that I would be healthier if I dropped some of my excess fat. Well I hope everyones weekend is going well. I really dont have too much to say today. I just wanted to tell everyone that I am keeping my head up and it is still getting much easier.