Wednesday, January 26, 2005

It has been a long time

Wow! I didn't realize how long it has been since I have posted. I have alot going on right now and I don't even know where to start. Hunny still has not had his surgery and has not been over since christmas night. Granted I go see him every weekend but it is still not the same. So his sickness has put a complete toll on me and my life. We are constantly bickering because I don't quite understand the whole thing. He goes Feb 3rd for yet another consult with doctors in boston. Another hump in the road. I cannot get to boston every day for a week. I want so badly to be there with him and help him through it. As far as our arguing it is because I need him emotionally right now.
So onto the next issue. My stupid niece. She has been in a bad situation with her boyfriend since August and there was a restraining order in place. She allowed him into her house and he attacked her mother(my sister). He told her he was going to end her life right then and there. Luckily my sister got out and called the police but they still have not found him and my niece did nothing but stand there and watch. Needless to say my niece is no longer welcome in my sisters house. But without going too far into the story that is the gist of it.
Problem 3: I have worked in the same company for 8 years and things have started to take an ugly turn. My boss is an ass and when I ask for help she denies me of it and then gives me verbal warnings for asking for help. It is just a bunch of crap there. If I was not a single mother trying to survive I would have been gone from there long ago. But this is another thing I really don't want to get into at this point.
On to the last but not least of my problems, My sister-inlaw is leaving my brother. And my sister got a letter today asking for help. He has no place to go and is threatning to harm himself. I think he is just confused and hurt but he needs help. They have been married 10 in july and he doesn't know anything else. They have 3 children and he is just stuck in a place that sucks right now. They have money issues and everything else so it is coming between them.

So now that I have told you about my last week, I am going to go and get stuff done that I haven't been able to do.

I am bringing my 8 year old to a concert tomorrow night. I will write about it on friday.

More soon.........