Happy New Year....or is it?

Well it is new years eve, and I have not had the best day so far. I havent seen hunny in a week and He had to go to the doctors yesterday. The told him that he has to have another portion of his intestines removed. He called around 3 today and told me that he will not be coming over tonight he is not feeling well. I have so many mixed emotions. I feel bad for him on one hand because he is sick, but then I have my selfish side. I looked forward to bringing in the new year with him. So now I am sitting here by myself. I have been invited out many times for tonight but I would rather just go to bed now and sleep through new years. I dont know what is happening to us but I hate it. I want to be able to hold him and take care of him but I cant. I am suppose to have christmas with his family tomorrow and I dont want to go. I want to spend time with him alone not with a group of people. I know it is very selfish of me but I just want to hold him. But that will not happen. I am not sure if I am going tomorrow or not. But for now I am going to go take the pup out and then go snuggle up in bed and sleep the new year away. To everyone else I hope you have a good new years. Drive saftley.

WOW!!!

It has been along time since I have posted. Christmas is finally over and that is great. We had a busy day and it started out very crappy. I wont even get into that because I am still very angry about it. People are just so stupid sometimes. I went to my fathers and he promised to lock up his feline friends for the morning. I am allergic to them and I wasnt going to go if he didnt. Of course his girlfriend didnt lock up the cats and my eyes started to swell and itch. Needless to say I ended up leaving there pretty quickly. The rest of the day went pretty well.
So hunny is still very sick and it doesnt seem to get any better. We are moving at work and I am not looking forward to that. It sucks and it makes me very cranky. Everyone is cranky and it is just a mess. My mind is just going everywhere tonight and I really am not in the mood to write. I will write again soon.